On my spiritual journey, I once believed in many things that I no longer resonate with today.
I even like to say that I had two awakenings.
During the first one, I was fascinated by magick, full moon rituals, the occult, astrology, esotericism, tarot, and all kinds of energy work. At the time, I lived in a house surrounded by nature, with a field and a bonfire where I performed rituals at night.
I would invite Angels, Archangels, and other Deities to join me. I resonated with Light, but to be honest, I also experimented with gray magick. That did not last long. I quickly realized the cost was far too high. So I stayed with White Magick instead.
I also believed that to communicate with higher beings, I needed to live a very high-vibrational life. To do that, I became vegetarian for a year, wore a lot of crystal jewelry, burned incense and candles to cleanse my space, meditated non-stop…
I followed many Spiritual teachers. I will not mention names, but most of them had very large followings. I do believe they meant well, yet looking back, I see they were mostly sharing half-truths. At that time, though, I believed everything. Solar flashes, galactic councils, twin flames, all of it.
It was a beautiful time, full of mystery and discovery. But deep inside, on a Soul level, I was still asleep.
My second awakening began when my Soul finally started to wake up.
Once that happened, everything in my life began to change.
I stopped resonating with almost everything that once made me feel “Spiritual.” No more magick, rituals, tarot, candles, incense… There is nothing wrong with those things, but I no longer felt I needed them. I also let go of most of the Spiritual beliefs I had picked up from different teachers.
At the same time, my connection with my Soul Guides became much stronger. I felt more Spiritual than ever. I found answers to questions I had been searching for over many years. I began to experience a stronger sense of abundance, peace, harmony, and truth in my life.
To me, it feels like before, I was only playing at being Spiritual. Like a child in a sandbox, lost in Spiritual fantasies and toys. But now, I was finally living the truth.
What I personally learned is that much of the Spirituality you find today is not what I discovered to be the real Truth in the end.
You may agree or disagree, and that is fine. Two years ago, I would not have believed myself either. I’m not here to change anyone’s mind. I’m simply sharing my truth.
My only advice, from one truth seeker to another, is to trust your intuition unconditionally. It will always take you where you are meant to be.
En Eeke Mai Ea!
I Love You So!
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